Thursday, September 13, 2007

back to work!

after a two day hiatus, i am now back at work. i was sick with a fever that doesnt want to come out. by that, i mean a fever that only i can feel. i feel my eyes and breath are hot, but when i or another person feels my skin or forehead, its normal. weird... i still felt so damn sick though. my head was even aching the whole night of sunday that i wasn't able to sleep well. hay...

anyway, now am back at work, and back to writing again. my TL is not around today. i guess shes gettn back at me and another co-worker who wasn't able to go to work yesterday as well. hehe... hmmm.... anyway, she deserves a break. it has been so many times she said before that she wont come to work the next day, but she still does. i guess she loves the job. and i know, as much as the entire working populace in our company knows, its just the company itself that she and all of us cant seem to love. tsk... tsk.... tsk... what a pity.... the working relationship that we developed is so great. it is hard to see those people you value go, one after the other. or at times a group of people go all at once. sad...

enough of the drama chuvaness! i just cant forget the coincidence that happened today at work. i was surprised when i read the first topic i was supposed to write for the day: "The Engagment Ring." bwahahaha! i cant help but to laugh. it was just a few journal writings ago, i wrote about identical rings. and there i was this morning, starting to write about engagement rings. oh, life! does this mean something or am i just paranoid? is it telling me that i am really attached to rings? hahaha! that i will soon wear one again? nah! am happy to be single for now, or even forever. it doesnt matter, as long as am happy with my life. trulili!!! and i do hope the next time i will ever wear one again, if i ever will, be the last. its hard to wear different rings every now and then you know!

although the ambience at work is kinda gloomy today, just like the weather, am still glad to be back. i still feel the warmth of the people i came to bond with and learned to love. so, as long as theyre there, i guess am gona be just fine. when they go, then who knows whats next?

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

you are my sweetest downfall...

i heard a song some time ago from pbb, during the wendy-bruce hype. i noticed that the song was always played when the love team had its "kilig moments" on the show. not that i got kilig, but you know those usual pinoy love team kilig factors that producers take advantage of. lets just say that the producers of the show really know how to sell the show to people. one kilig moment matched with a perfect song, equals perfect moment? not really. its more of a lucrative moment for networks. more viewers mean high ratings. and high ratings mean more advertisements, that equals to mucho dinero!

well, anyway, its not about wendy nor bruce, networks, ads or money, but i happen to like that song they play on those kilig moments. i always wonder about the title and the singer of the song. sadly, i never really can decipher the lyrics to be able to surf for it on the net. but anyway, thanks to a co-worker, whos a music addict like i am. sya lang pala ang sagot sa aking tanong.

regina spektor

you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first, i loved you first
beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
i have to go, i have to go
your hair was long when we first met

samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
he ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
and history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
the bible didn't mention us, not even once

you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first , i loved you first
beneath the stars came falling on our heads
but there just soft light, there just soft light
your hair was long when we first met

samson came to my bed
told me that my hair was red
he told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
oh i cut his hair myself one night
a pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
and he told me that i'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
and he kissed me till the morning light

samson came back to bed
not much hair left on his head
ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
and history books forgot about us
and the bible didn't mention us, not even once

you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first

before i knew the lyrics, i never really thought that it was like about samson. hehe.... i guess i was drawn to the song before because of the melody and how it was sang. and as ive said, i never can understand the lyrics that much then. but anyway, i still love the song. and when i listen to it now, i always think about one thing when i hear the lines " you are my sweetest downfall....," that is, who was my sweetest downfall? i stopped one time and thought for a while. and i came to the answer that i guess all of them are. if i was not theirs, then thats okay. they are entitled to have their own assessment of whatever relationship that we had. one thing i can say, modesty aside, is that they will never be loved the same way that i did ever again. i can say that boldly because i know myself too well. and i know how much i love when i choose to. i guess my friends can back me up on that.

i believe that it is always sweet when you fall. the hardest and most bitter part is when you have to get up from that fall and leave...

Friday, September 07, 2007

conspi september gig sked

1 (S)- UP Babaylan LGBT Night
3 (M)- Toto Sorioso/ Dindo

4 (T)- Piano Night w/ Rica Arambulo

5 (W)- Michael Angelo

6 (Th)- Bayang Barrios & Mike Villegas

7 (F)- Cooky Chua & Mike Villegas

8 (S)- Banyuhay ni Heber Bartolome
10 (M)- Julianne

11 (T)- Piano Night w/ Rica Arambulo

12 (W) Noel Cabangon

13 (Th) Paolo Santos

14 (F)- Joey Ayala
15 (S)- Cynthia Alexander

17 (M)- Bobby Balingit

18 (T) - Piano Night w/ Rica Arambulo

19 (W) - Noel Cabangon

20 (Th)- Gabi ng mga Awiting Bayan ni Jess Santiago

21 (F)- Bayang Barrios & Mike Villegas

22 (S)- Mike Unson: Stand Up & Deliver
w/ guest Miko Pepito, hosted by Stanley Chi
24 (M)- Jimmy Bondoc

25 (T)- Mga Salinawit ni Pete Lacaba feat. Girl Valencia, Ri
cky Davao, Reli Herman at ang Taga-salinawit
26 (W) Noel Cabangon

27 (Th)- “Light it Up” Christian Music Night

28 (F)- Joey Ayala
29 (S)- Michael Angelo

30 (Th)- “Light it Up” Gospel Music Night

31 (F)- Joey Ayala

Conspiracy Garden Cafe
"...where real people, like you and i, converge and co-inspire..." #59 Visayas Avenue, Brgy. Vasra, Quezon City for inquiries/reservations: 9206517

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

ala lang... natuwa lang ako magtake ng quiz. hehe....

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Monday, September 03, 2007

identical rings

i dont know why people started having identical rings. in the first place, even if a person is already married, he or she, but usually its he does not really wear it. how even sure are you that your better half is wearing your ring? i had worn identical rings before and it has served me a little too well though. twice.

theres just one thing i realized... when your better half starts not to wear your ring or he/she doesnt wear your ring at all (he/she maybe just wears it when youre together), it just means that he/she is just not into you. in my experience, when i used to wear an identical ring, i wasnt afraid to be mistaken married even though i was not. for me, people who dont want to wear the ring are those who still like to attract other people. that just means you must let them go...

Sunday, September 02, 2007

i never was a believer of horoscopes, but i find it amusing to read them. at times, i just read them for the sake of entertainment. i try to see if it matches with whats really happening in my life. there are times it does. i duno if thats just coincidence. but anyway, i find what i read today inspiring:

The Star card suggests that my alter ego today is the Goddess, whose superpower for rising to the occasion lies in my innate ability for inspiration. I will pursue my dreams and what makes me happy -- life's too short. I will allow time for me today. I may even get my fifteen minutes of fame by seeking recognition from others and striving to sparkle in the limelight. I am immortal! Sometimes it's better to burn out than just fade away. Find your cosmic groove, and go for it!

well thats according to my daily tarot reading. i believe though that life is too short to be wasted on what ifs and what couldve beens...