die again...

i died a long time ago
someone came to resurrect me
showed me how to live
and die all over again

sometimes i wish you never came
but with all the memories here within
i try so hard for the pain be forgotten
'bout how you made me live to die again…

you should've never awakened me
'better have left me in the darkness
here i never have to feel
to feel to live, and just die again

i wouldn't want to know how to feel
i wouldn't want to know how to live
it's better to be cold and don't feel a thing
i'd rather not live, but die and die again…

gei2001